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I was asked a question today about the significance of the dance video I posted yesterday.   It is hard to express in words why this simple act of dancing in a competition was such a significant event.  So I finally decided to make this short video public. The video was made for the medical symposium held along side the 2009 conference.  I will leave the video to express the feeling and emotions as to why the dance competition was so important.

Confronting The Truth

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Written by Jodi,  from Australia

T’Was a Tuesday When The World Ended…

Have you ever experienced that one moment where the whole world just stops? If you have, you know what I’m talking about… the moment where everything in the background kind of blurs away. You feel like your heart has stopped beating, but you know it is because it’s beating so loudly it’s drowning out the rest of the noise in the vicinity. You can feel sweat pricking on your body, but your insides have just turned cold. You have no strength, no will, no desire, no ability to focus, think or comprehend more than just one or two words…

For me, those words were ‘Costello Syndrome’.

This is the name of the great big evil horrible thing that is affecting me beautiful precious baby girl.

It still seems so hard to comprehend. I fell like I’m in an emotional train wreck.

Really, how does a person come to terms with the fact that their child, their precious, sweet, innocent baby, has this horrible syndrome, that is not only life threatening, it is also incredibly rare, so no one really knows anything about it!

When you have a child, your heart gets filled with all these hopes and dreams… you hope that your child grows up and does well in life… that they get a good education and a good job and meet a good person and have a good relationship and God willing, they start the cycle again so they get blessed with their own precious children, and they get to experience all the joy that they have brought to your life.

With those few little worlds, it felt like all my dreams for Nicola had been snatched away. Instead of dreaming that my child grows up to have a happy and prosperous life, I found myself dreaming that she will just grow up… that she will be one of the lucky ones who doesn’t have to deal with the neuroblastoma or rhabdomyosarcoma or any of the other cancers that plague these poor children in childhood and adolescence, that she won’t live a life of pain and suffering, that she won’t suffer in some horrible way.

All of a sudden, I’m playing a new and different game… the problem is, no one has told me the rules.

Most days I truly feel like Alice after she went through the looking glass. I look back on the life that I used to have, and I can’t help but think about how much easier that life was… how much less stressful…

But then I look at Nicola, and she gives me that beautiful little smile of hers… and I know in my heart that I wouldn’t change anything. She is here, she is ours and we will do everything that is humanly possible and then some to give her the best possible life we can… the life that she deserves to be living!

After all, the rules don’t matter. Rules are made to be broken.

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That was the (slightly modified) entry I made in my blog a few days after we received the diagnosis of Costello Syndrome for Nicola.

My wounds were raw… something that Colin could probably attest to. He called me the night we found out and there were a great many times I had to just stop talking because I was on the verge of breaking down again.

I felt like everything I had ever known about my daughter had been snatched away from me and smashed into pieces, and in her place was this tiny creature that really I knew nothing about.

I can’t recall how many hours I spent just sitting on the end of my bed, watching her sleeping in her cot, asking myself what I had done wrong…

Was it that one slice of pepperoni pizza I had the night the girls Godfather bought them Pizza? Was it the soft serve I ate in the city in a moment of weakness?

Did I not take the prenatal vitamins early enough? Did I miss something else?

What did I do that could do this to my precious child?

I still lapse into those thoughts from time to time… I find myself wondering…

But oddly enough, now, only 6 weeks later, I can’t imagine my life without her being just the way she is. She is a whole new level of perfection, and already she has taught me so much, and I don’t mean just the medical skills.

Nicola has taught me patience and tolerance. She has taught me a whole new level of acceptance and understanding.

Nicola has taught me how to love in a way that is more fierce than anything I ever thought was possible… and she has taught me how to fight, not just for her, but for everyone else that is just like her… and already we have achieved miraculous things that we never thought would be possible.

Recently I received an email from someone who shared with me the story of their own precious Costello Angel who has grown their wings… a story that reduced me to tears and kept me there for the rest of the day.

It was with that story that I realised that the confrontation for this condition hasn’t ended.

There are so many beginnings and so many endings… there are so many chapters in this story…

Some days I dare not turn the page for fear of what the new chapter may bring.

The reason I’m sharing all of this now is because today has been one of ‘those’ days…

One of those days where everything is just all too hard. I don’t want to deal with the truth, I don’t want to deal with the doctors, I don’t want to deal with the medical stuff… I just want one moment of normalcy in my life…

Tonight when I was doing Nicola’s speech therapy and giving her a bottle I discovered that she has cut her first tooth.

And that was it…

In the midst of all of the frustration and the confrontation…

As if she knew that tonight I needed it the most… my beautiful little girl had given me the one moment of normalcy I wanted.

Now, my wounds are still raw… I will still go to bed tonight questioning how I will get through tomorrow, or next week, or next month (especially travelling internationally with a high needs infant!)…

My heart will still break when she cries in pain… and I will still question the fairness of life when I see my older children taping nasogastric tubes to the faces of their cabbage patch dolls and listening to their tummies with stethescopes…

I will still battle with the medical system tomorrow for her care, and I will still seek out new ways to make her life better… I will still fight for her, and for every other person out there like her…

But now I can look forward to being surprised by silly little normal things as well.

Kindest Regards,

Jodi

Costello Syndrome parent booklet

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COSTELLO SYNDROME

A BOOKLET BY PARENTS FOR PARENTS

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Welcome!

We hope to provide you with support and understanding, and share what we know as we learn more about this very rare syndrome. If you are interested in looking at more photos of our children, they are available at the website described on the last page.

Logo and booklet ©2003-2009 for CostelloKids Developed and written by Lisa Schoyer.
Edited and produced by Colin Stone. You are free to copy the booklet without changes ‑ for non-commercial use only. Version No 09-07-09

Costello syndrome is a rare multiple congenital anomaly disorder in which individuals have characteristic craniofacial features, failure to thrive, ectodermal and musculoskeletal anomalies, cardiac abnormalities, endocrinopathy, developmental delay and a predisposition to neoplasia, both benign and malignant. [Estep et al, 2006]

GENETICS

image005On September 18, 2005, mutations on the HRAS gene were found to be linked to Costello syndrome. It turns out that what made doctors think Costello syndrome, Cardio-facio-cutaneous (CFC) syndrome and Noonan syndrome were related wasn’t that they had mutations on the same gene, but that they had mutations along the same cell pathway. This is like figuring out the world isn’t flat, to the geneticists!

This pathway brings information from outside the cell to its nucleus. The information that travels along this pathway controls the way our bodies grow.

If you have not yet had your child tested for the HRAS mutations, we strongly recommend that you do! This is because treatments that are being considered will be treating for HRAS mutations. As of this issue, while we’re not sure what can be treated, we’re very excited that there are already medicines that might be able to help our children. The timeline is still long, from identifying and testing to treatment for our children. Another reason to be tested is that the researchers are starting to notice how different mutations develop medical issues differently.

In the United States, insurance companies usually approve a doctor’s request for the test, and Medicaid will pay for it too. A list of clinical laboratories that do the test can be found at www.genetests.org

In the UK and Europe please discuss genetic testing with your doctor who will make arrangements for the testing to be carried out.

PRENATAL TESTING: This is possible, but because our children’s syndrome is so very rare, it would be unusual for people to consider Costello syndrome prenatally if it is the

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first child. The test is more to help parents during pregnancy for the children that come after the child with Costello syndrome.

GENETIC COUNSELING: If you have not had genetic counselling, consider asking your child’s doctor for this service. They can be very helpful! In the US, your having a child with a rare genetic condition usually makes you eligible for this service. Here are basic questions about Costello syndrome that would be fleshed out in a genetics counselling appointment:

Q: What are my chances of having another child with Costello syndrome?

A: Your chances of having another child are low. No one on our listserv of about 175 members (4thJuly 2009) have had another child with Costello syndrome. Researchers know that Costello syndrome is autosomal dominant, meaning that it affects the HRAS gene mutation on one copy of chromosome 11. This can happen a few ways:

The child inherits a mutation from one parent – who also has the syndrome. In our case, this means that if your child with Costello syndrome has children, your grandchild has a 50% chance of having Costello syndrome. There are no children we know of who inherited Costello syndrome this way.

The child inherits a mutation from one parent – who doesn’t have the mutation in every cell, but has a mutation in the reproductive system (in an unknown number of sperm or egg) that developed when the parent was in the womb. This is called mosaicism, and is very Very rare, even for Costello syndrome!

image016The best way to explain this kind of mutation transmission is if there are siblings with Costello syndrome in the family – learning from the siblings, because it’s very hard to test for it. There are only two known sets of siblings
with Costello syndrome, in old publications, and they have not been tested for the HRAS mutation, so we’re still not sure.

The child with Costello syndrome developed the mutation while in the womb –  spontaneously (spontaneous mutation). This is the most likely way that your child developed Costello syndrome. Spontaneous mutations in general are not uncommon. Most do not survive past the first few weeks of conception. Most   pregnancies do not survive past the first trimester, and often times, the mother  doesn’t even know she’s pregnant.

Q: How does this affect my healthy children?

A: Your healthy children are not affected at all by Costello syndrome. Their children will not be affected by Costello syndrome either. The only way your healthy children or their children could have a child with Costello syndrome would be first or second situation above, The same chance as anyone else.

With what we guess to be about 350 cases identified WORLDWIDE, our children are the information from which the scientists and doctors are making theories! If we round up to 400, then your child is 1 in 20 million.

The Importance of Parent-to-Parent Communication
In addition to doctors and researchers observing our children for patterns, we parents have been important participants in developing a more detailed picture of what Costello syndrome is. Our direct communication with each other speeds up the identification of a pattern, and starts an immediate database for a doctor interested in following the research.

Here are some shared observations many parents notice but are still mysteries:

Our children are “hot-blooded.” Whether it’s the metabolism or the heart issue (both can cause a person to be hot all the time) or something else, or all of the above, many of our children sweat a lot ‑ even to be a bit “ripe-smelling.”

Some children experience unexplainable fevers.

Many parents notice their child is very sensitive to sunlight and touch, particularly the hands and feet.

Most parents talk about difficulty sleeping through the night. Some grow out of it, but many don’t.

THE GASTROINTESTINAL SYSTEM
We are still looking for a gastroenterology researcher!

image023This system is just about always involved, and some kind of intervention is needed. This is the most chronically difficult issue for our families. Families of older children outside the USA and Canada tell of spending time in the hospital every couple of months or so, with NG (nasogastric) tube feedings and i.v.’s for dehydration, or feeding their children via NG tube at home.

In the US particularly, most children have g-tubes (gastrostomy tubes), which go directly through the stomach wall for feeding either by “bolus” (pouring in the formula or meal in one sitting) or timed drip-feeding (requiring a pump, often scheduled for feeding overnight). Some children have a surgical procedure, a Nissen’s fundoplication, performed, where a surgeon puts an extra fold in the esophagus just above the stomach to help reduce reflux. But for some children, the “fundo” is not appropriate.

The rate of feeding has been a serious issue for many families. Some need to start as slowly as 60cc/hr. These children also have a hard time ramping up after “NPO” (nothing by mouth) for surgery. Keep an eye on this and document it because you may need to provide evidence to your child’s doctor.

Good news, the feeding issues usually resolve themselves somewhere between the ages of 2 ‑ 8 years old. There are a few cases where the child will clearly need the g-tube for life. There are also a few children had mild feeding issues that resolved around when they were a year old!

Many children have difficulty with constipation. All do better with more fluids, but it’s hard to get a child –any child‑ to drink enough! If your child is having trouble with constipation even with what the doctor can prescribe, you may find some useful suggestions on our website’s Frequently Asked Questions (FAQ) section on our website at http://faq.costellokids.com/

ORTHOPEDICS
Our children’s ribs, hands, arms, ankles, hips and spine and spinal cord are involved.

The ribs are unusually shaped, which may explain why many of the children don’t go through a crawling phase, even with therapeutic intervention.

Most children’ hands (and feet) have lots of loose skin (cutis laxa), are very flexible, and tend to turn away from the midline (“ulnar deviation” – towards the ulna bone in the forearm). The hyper-flexibility makes it hard for fine-motor strength in their hands.

image026The appearance of our children’s hands look to be the one clear factor that separates Costello syndrome from Noonan or Cardio-Facio-Cuteo (CFC) syndromes.

Rolling, sitting and walking will be delayed. Several children have wheelchairs to help them get around school, which over time have been replaced with walkers. (They have little protection reflex if they fall.) While his protection reflex isn’t the greatest, one boy loves to play basketball and ski — unassisted!

Many children wear ankle-foot orthotics (AFO’s or DAFO’s), and have their Achilles tendons “released.” Several children have also gotten hip tenotomies (tendon-releasing surgery), with generally good success. A few have had hip reconstruction surgery.

Most children have trouble straightening out their elbows. Australians call them “kangaroo arms.”

Several children develop scoliosis (the spine curves sideways) and have braces for their backs. Some have had surgery. There are a few children whose bones are so soft that they cause difficulties. One child’s doctors had trouble putting in rods to correct the

scoliosis because the bones were so soft. Kyphosis (the spine curves outward) is not unusual either, but the thought among orthopedists these days is to leave it alone, as the cure is worse than the problem.

Also, a few children have tethered spinal cords, and a few develop syringomyelia and Chiari 1 malformations. Of them, a few do get them surgically repaired.

THERAPIES

image027Our children do very well to Occupational and Physical Therapy (OT and PT); and early intervention (in the US, provided by the public school system and state programs).

Our children’s receptive language skills appear to be much better than their expressive skills. Speech is delayed and limited. It’s probably connected to the poor oral-motor coordination overall, small mouths and slightly larger-than-normal tongues (macroglossia).

Speech therapy (ST) is strongly recommended, as the children do appear to respond well. Many children learn sign language and may have communication boards to help them until (or if) their speech develops well enough.

VISION

A higher-than-average number of children are myopic (near-sighted), often with lateral-beating nystagmus (the eyes jiggle – horizontally), and some have strasbismus (cross-eyes). Except for some children having delayed vision (several parents talked about being fooled by their child’s effective

THE HEART

image020Just about all our children have heart issues, but this can be anything from mild arrhythmia to such severe HCM (hypertrophic cardiomyopathy) that the child dies from it (not common). Because of this, it is recommended that your child get an echocardiogram done to rule out any problems. An article by Dr. Angela Lin and associates, Further delineation of cardiac abnormalities in Costello syndrome, published in the American Journal of Medical Genetics in 2002, will give your doctor medical justification for this test.

CANCER

image022There have been around 18 published cases of cancer or about 18% of the documented children. Dr. Karen Gripp and associates’ 2002 article, Five additional Costello syndrome patients with rhabdomyosarcoma: proposal for a tumor screening protocol, in the American Journal of Medical Genetics is a good resource, but an important lessons were learned after its publication. The neuroblastoma screening (using a urine sample), actually has more false positives, so they could make us worry needlessly. Dr. Gripp wrote in a follow-up article, Elevated catecholamine metabolites in patients with Costello syndrome, in 2004, recommends not using this screening method because of the false-positives.

The most common cancer is embryonal rhabdomyosarcoma (RMS), which has no screening test. Lisa Schoyer (a mom) is very interested in collecting information about this, so if your child does develop embryonal RMS, please contact her. She would appreciate all the data that can be gathered, in order to be as accurate as possible. (See back panel.)

We urge you not to worry too much about cancer before thorough testing, because the odds are still smaller than one in five (1:5). Also, with the recommended screenings that have been done after 2004, cancers that have been found have been in earlier stages of malignancy, which in turn gives the child a much better chance of surviving the cancer.

THE SKIN

Your child’s doctor may talk about papillomata – wartlike skin growths, because they are described in the literature. These may start to show on your child starting at age 2, or they may never show up. Doctors do recommend that any skin eruption be tested to distinguish between papillomata, which can be benign tumors, and wart-like ‘lesions.’

Some children develop Acanthosis Nigricans, the darkening of the skin. Dermatologists’ treatments for this appear to work fine, for the most part. Itchy skin, from mild to extreme (very frustrating!), is also a common problem.

A FEW OTHER THINGS

image018Many parents also talk about trouble with stuffy and/or runny noses. Combinations of over-the-counter medications mostly help. Those who have had tonsillectomy and/or adenoidectomy surgery do better. Several children who didn’t sleep well did, better after this surgery – but not all.

Some children also have tracheal and/or laryngeal malacia (floppiness with each breath), for which a small number of children needed a tracheostomy. The good news is that they appear to grow out of it. One child who had a trach (tracheotomy) grew out of the need for it in a couple of years.

Our children need more calories too.

We’ve noticed that a good number of our children metabolize pain medications very quickly. Be sure that you tell your child’s doctors so that pain management can be more effective.

If your child needs surgery, be sure to enlist the anaesthesiologist’s help. One parent was alerted by a very observant anaesthesiologist, who not only gave a copy of his report to her, proving how her child had needed more anaesthesia, but he also instructed her to be vigilant with each future anaesthesiologist her child needed.

Seizures?

There appear to be increasing numbers of newly diagnosed children with seizures — but we don’t have enough data to link it to Costello syndrome. This may be something that’s showing up in addition to the Costello syndrome issue. One child had seizures that went away when surgery was done on her Chiari malformation (a deformity in the brain where the brain and the spinal cord connect) — which, before the surgery, wasn’t clearly the source of the seizure. If more parents report on this issue, we will have better information from which to prove or disprove a link!

HANG IN THERE!

image007Our children are “globally developmentally delayed,” but they generally eventually reach all the childhood milestones. Thank goodness for their “warm, social personalities” often described in publications — when it kicks in (usually after the gastrointestinal issues start getting resolved). It seems that wherever they go, they endear people to them. And their sense of humour – mature beyond their developmental age – helps us help them through the tough times. Have you noticed?

A typical child with Costello syndrome may see many doctors, including (but not limited to):

a geneticist
a gastroenterologist,
a cardiologist,
an orthopedist,
a neuro-ophthalmologist,
a pulmonologist,
an ENT (ear, nose and throat) specialist,
a neurologist,
a developmental paediatrician,
in addition to the primary paediatrician.

Children – people with Costello syndrome are amazingly tough survivors.

YOU ARE THE EXPERT ON YOUR CHILD

image003Be prepared to be the one who knows the most about your child, and the key person for your child’s medical and educational needs. If you’re up to it, ask for copies of all your child’s medical reports so that when you visit the next doctor, you have all the information at hand. It makes a big difference! Even if you don’t understand them, being able to provide reports to each specialist helps that specialist immensely.

Because of how rare this syndrome is, your child needs to be seen by the best in each field – if possible. It’s actually good to hear “I don’t know” from the specialists, because it means they’re being honest with you. The chances of their having treated another child with CS are really low. You are building and maintaining a team to support you. You need to be able to trust them with what they know – and don’t.

Please remember that YOU are with your child for life, and the specialists are not. Trust your instincts, and do what you can to educate yourself so that you are taken seriously when you meet with the specialists your child will need to visit. If you have access to the internet, join our listserv!

Next Steps: With this new way of thinking about Costello syndrome and the other syndromes on the Ras Pathway, a number of possibilities for treatment can be considered! This pathway is known by cancer and other researchers. It could be that an existing medication could help cure our children of the worst effects! Incredible work is being done internationally on our children’ syndrome. Members of our Professional Advisory Board are actively researching and recruiting researchers. Your participation would be greatly appreciated!

In the meantime, treat each of your child’s problems based on the specialty of the problem. Don’t forget that your child shares your genes ‑ and has needs and responses like any other child. Not everything can be “blamed” on the syndrome ☺

While they have incredibly challenging issues, our children are wonderful sons and daughters.

Photo credits,
Rick Guidotti, http://www.positiveexposure.org/home.html
And the parents of, Helaina Stone, Kelsi Moore’s hand and foot, Jayne Keizer, and Quin Johnson (in memoriam).

Please Contact Us!

ICSSG
(International Costello Syndrome Support Group)
UK Registered Charity Number 1085605

Colin Stone, Webmaster and Founder, father of Helaina
http://costellokids.com

90, Parkfield Rd North
New Moston , Manchester
M40 3RQ
United Kingdom

CSFN
(Costello Syndrome Family Network)
a 501c(3) Non-profit organization
Chair, Research Advisory Group: Lisa Schoyer, mother of Quin Johnson
244 East Taos Road
Altadena CA 91001-3953
USA